Desired Constellation

it's tricky when you feel
that someone has done something on your behalf

it's slippery when
your sense of justice
murmurs underneath
and it's asking

how am i going to make it right?
how am i going to make it right?

with a palm full of stars
i throw them like dice
repeatedly, repeatedly
on the table

i throw them on the table
until the desired constellation appears

how am i going to make it right?
how am i going to make it right?
how am i going to make it right?
how am i going to make it right?

and you're asking you
how am i going to make it right?
how am i going to make it right?

repeatedly

repeatedly

you're asking yourself
repeatedly...